SWF Afterthoughts: I fell, and then I flew

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Once upon a time, there was a girl who went to bed and had the same dream every single night. In it, she sat on a swing in the sky. She had no idea what held the swing aloft, nor what lay beneath her feet and the layers of fluffy white cloud that stood between her and the great unknown. With each swing, she felt an increasing urge to let go of the ropes and take the plunge to find out. But each time her fingers loosened their grip, fear would seize her. What if the world under the clouds was a terrible place, and she could never return to the sky? She’d be ‘safe’ as long as she held on, she reckoned, albeit forever wondering.

One day as she sat swinging and wondering about the world beneath the clouds, she heard a creaking sound. The seat of her swing was giving way and its rope handles were unraveling. Before she knew it, she was diving headfirst into the clouds, and about to find out, once and for all, about that place she’d longed to but never dared visit. The fall was terrifying, and she feared the extreme pain she’d feel from a hard—possibly deadly—landing. All the way down, she kept her eyes tightly shut.

However, she had a sudden thought. Since she was about to die, she might as well catch her first (and last) glimpse of this mysterious new world she’d been so curious about. Better that her final moments be filled with awe and wonder than terror and dread.

But as she began to open her eyes, the girl would be jolted awake from her dream.

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During yesterday’s session at Singapore Writers Festival, I finally found out how that dream ends.

The girl didn’t die. In fact, she’d been flying all along—with wings she never knew she had. No longer did she need rope handles to grasp on to, nor whatever it was that kept the swing suspended, and her safe.

As for the world beneath the clouds? It was more beautiful than she could imagine. She’d landed safely, and with her feet planted firmly on the ground, she realized how much prettier the clouds looked from where she stood.

So there she decided to remain. On earth.

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Thank you to everyone who came for my storytelling and/or sharing, and those who supported me in your own unique way.

With all my love and gratitude,

Rachel

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This was taken after yesterday’s sharing. I’m here with author and friend, Melanie Lee, and the session moderator Pamela Ho. Both beautiful souls. This is a day I’ll never forget.

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Authors Series: Guest Post by Lynne Curry

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Dr Lynne Curry, author of “Beating the Workplace Bully” and “Solutions”

I’ve written about being bullied as a schoolgirl,  but not yet about my skirmishes with workplace bullies. At my age, you’d think (at least I thought) I’d be teaching my kids how to stand up to classroom and playground bullies, not fending off my own. The sad reality, however, is that whether 9 or 90, man or woman, nobody’s immune to bullying. Albeit not a common topic, the numbers are staggering: Dr Curry quotes from a 2014 survey in the United States that notes 65.7 million working Americans experience or witness abusive and bullying conduct at the workplace.

Coming out of my most recent episode with a corporate sociopath, I knew I had two choices: to remain passive (empowering the bully); or to gain subject knowledge and create more awareness on the topic (empowering myself, and others in a similar situation). I chose the latter.

To begin, I needed a good book to dig into the 5W1H of it all. This is how I came to know Dr Lynne Curry, author of Beating the Workplace Bully and President of The Growth Company, Inc., a management consulting, training, human resources and organizational strategy firm. In a book that’s peppered with interesting real-life case studies and supplemented by helpful exercises, Dr Curry describes the characteristics, behaviors and vulnerabilities of seven workplace bully types: the Angry Aggressive Jerk, the Scorched Earth Fighter, the Silent Grenade, the Shape-Shifter, the Narcissist Manipulator, the Character Assassin, and the Wounded Rhino. And regardless of whether bullies are a product of nature or nurture, she stresses how bullies rarely ever stop bullying—instead, they zero in on other targets.

After I left her a book review, Dr Curry and I connected on Twitter and exchanged several emails. Though bullying is a topic close to my heart, I wanted to blog about it in a context larger than my own experiences. So I asked Dr Curry if she’d consider contributing a Guest Post, and she graciously obliged.

I hope you find Dr Curry’s personal story inspiring, as you certainly will with her books.


It’s For You That I Write and Why I Wrote a Book for You on Bullies

Like many, I grew up in a “messy” family and didn’t have anyone I could talk to—not about “those” things.  But then I discovered writing, and magic happened. By transferring the thoughts I couldn’t voice to my family to paper, and re-reading them each day, I breathed more freely. This was because the truth, as I knew it, was out there for all to see.

With writing, I learned to condense a world of experiences into a five- to thirty-line poem or short story, which friends soon became interested to read. And I found that the more honest I let myself be on paper, the more they enjoyed my poems and stories.

I dropped out of high school, and instead of sending college applications, I wrote a play and submitted it to several colleges. One of them responded, and invited me to meet them. They said my play had touched their hearts, and offered me a full-tuition scholarship.

After college, I tried to support myself by writing, but soon decided the starving artist life didn’t work for me. So I took jobs that paid a living wage, as a teacher, a counselor and finally as the owner of a consulting company. However, I still loved writing, so I kept a journal, in which I penned the challenges I faced at work. Writing about various characters in my workplace such as Snarky Stan, Ranting Patricia and Pushy Paula, I realized how it helped me put situations in perspective.

Then, one day, I submitted to the local newspaper three short pieces containing how-to advice for navigating workplace problems. They got published, and I was soon invited to write a weekly column for them. Two months later, the newspaper editor called, saying, “You have fan mail here,” and I picked up from them a large envelope containing 34 letters. These were from readers who asked questions such as, “How do I handle the creep who puts his hands all over me at the staff party?” and “My boss is MIA and my coworker shoves his work off on me, and I don’t want to let our customers down; what do I do?” That started a “Dear Abby of the Workplace” column, which is now in its third decade.

I kept writing, finding that it helped me make sense of things and decide on my next course of action. Even at times when I didn’t fully understand what I was feeling, I found that if I wrote down my most difficult experiences and then re-read them next day, I would view my experience with fresh eyes. Writing about what I did/didn’t do or should’ve/shouldn’t have done taught me a great deal more than if I’d just voiced thoughts silently inside my own head.

Eventually, I compiled the best of two decades’ worth of articles into a book called Solutions, which sold 10,000 copies. This led to many emails from readers who shared how they tried what I’d suggested and it worked, or that my book helped them take a step back and realize how they’d given their power away, but that they were now going to take it back.

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Fast forward to why I wrote Beating the Workplace Bully: I was a victim, being married to a bully husband, and also working with bullies. One day, I started to write about the bullies I’d encountered, the mistakes I’d made, and the traps into which I’d fallen. Others targeted by bullies came to me for coaching, wondering how they magnetized bullies. With my help and advice, they learned how to stand up to the bullies in their lives, how to turn tables on bullies, and how to take bullies out.

Ultimately, I hope to inspire positive change in myself and in the world: maybe you’ll read what I’ve written and gain an insight, an emotional connection, or simply the feeling that someone else understands. Maybe your life will change, and you’ll then change the lives of those around you.

—Dr Lynne Curry


You can find here free excerpts of Beating the Workplace Bully and Solutions. Dr Lynne Curry blogs at www.bullywhisperer.com™ and www.workplacecoachblog.com.

Thank you, Lynne, for sharing!

#Read about Guest #Author Rachel Tey

Pyjamas or Pajamas? My guest post on Chris the Story Reading Ape’s blog! 🙂

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Rachel Tey
Hi! I’m Rachel Tey. I work as a full-time editor of research publications at a local university. I am also: a book fiend; English history nut (particularly the middle ages); dog lover; and
Francophile. I live in Singapore with my husband, 8-year-old son, 3-year-old daughter, and an imaginary dog called Barky.

Here’s the story of how Tea in Pajamas came to be.

Tea in Pajamas came to mind in 2012, the year I made the conscious decision to recover from an eating disorder that plagued me in between my two pregnancies. I wanted to present a light-hearted action adventure novel for children aged 8 years and up (and adults young at heart), which was an allegorical depiction of my journey of recovery.

After suggesting the idea of writing this book to my husband over our Valentine’s Day lunch, he agreed to be the book illustrator. I then scribbled down…

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